Humiliating a Horny Slant Eyed Fetish Sex Doll

First I have to say Happy New Year to everyone and that I hope your coming year is filled with lots of fetish fun and kinky happy times. So I was talking with my friend Kina last night who is this really cute Thai submissive with an absolutely perfect body and one of the things we were discussing was verbal humiliation. As you know I just love all kinds of humiliation, that's totally my thing and I've discussed this in the blog many times before that I'm a total humiliation slut. Part of humiliation of course is verbal humiliation and there's ways of doing it that really turn me on and ways that are kind of boring and stupid.

Lets talk about boring and stupid for a minute because its not as much fun and that way I can just get it out of the way and we can move on to the more fun stuff. I've seen people try to do verbal humiliation and their version of it is just calling me a bunch of names. Its a very subtle difference, I get that, but its not really so much about just calling me names. There has to be some sort of connection to it. In addition, I've never really cared for verbal for which there isn't any truth to it. Its sort of like if you called me some slur for a black person that's just silly, it's not going to do anything for me because I'm not black. Same with calling me stupid. That's the lazy way out calling someone stupid or dumb or ugly or whatever. I know I'm not stupid and I'm told I'm not ugly so those don't do anything for me either. One last thing which is that verbal humiliation has a fine line between pleasure and verbal abuse. Its a wierd line because anyone who isn't into this kind of play will consider all verbal humiliation to be abusive and offensive but then again anyone not into bdsm may consider it to be sick, twisted, abusive, torture, whatever because its not their thing and they just don't get it. So its important to keep that in mind too.

Okey, so what kinds of verbal humiliation actually works on a naughty little slanty eyed slut like me. Hey that works! I love it when the degradation focuses on objectifying me. Making me into less than human or just an object for sex. So if you call me a fuck toy, fetish doll or sex puppy, that works wonders. Also, any reference to my sexual promiscuity is always a winner. The fact is, I probably am a slut, whore and cocksucking piece of fuck meat, so when I hear that it makes me feel shame and that turns me on. Funny how that works huh? I also like references to my own body. See, this is the narcissist in me. I love it when my naughty little pussy or big hard nipples are referred to and since I am small its fine to call me small or little or naughty or whatever. Finally, for me personally, bringing ethnicity into it is a big winner too. So while dripping little fuck toy will get me wet, dripping little oriental fuck toy will do even more. That's why I slipped that slanty eyed comment in before, its hot for me to be called a slant eyed whore or whatever, after all, I am!!

Just being told all these things is definately hot, no doubt. You get me chained down and start telling me in your property and I'm your horny little asian fuck doll and my pussy will start dripping juice down my legs. But Kina and I agreed that there's one more element that will put us over the top and that's making us say the humiliation too. So when you tell me to call myself a pretty little cocksucking whore or to beg while degrading myself in unique ways, that just gets me so hot because then the words are coming out of my mouth too and I'm being forced to admit what a little slant eyed sex doll in heat I really am. That's really hot.

So I hope you have a great 2009 and if you're into verbal humiliation then hopefully you can relate to my thoughts and will share your own thoughts or experiences and if you're more into giving the humiliation, maybe you have some tricks for making that burning feeling of shame work its way into a naughty girl's pussy or a bad slave boy's cock even faster and harder!

To Gag or Not to Gag, That is the Question!

I have a problem. Actually I have a lot of them I'm sure but when it comes to bondage I've always had one in particular. I look great with a gag in my mouth. Seriously! There are some girls and even boys who whether they have a penis gag or a nice bright ball gag in their mouths or even a bit gag like a pony, they look really terrific. I love the way I look in a gag because I look so helpless and controlled, like I'm just a totally owned and controlled little puppet. Its just one more part of me that is taken away and all I can do is just whatever I'm told without the ability to say anything about it.

So what's the problem you ask? That sounds pretty good right? Good looking Asian girl with a hot little naked body all chained up and ready to be used with a nice big gag filling her mouth. The problem is that I give great blowjobs and I'm even better at giving another girl oral as well. It's true, my mouth and tongue are very talented! I absolutely love to have my mouth on another girl's pussy too, it feels so natural there and if a guy is fucking my mouth or I'm running my tongue down his hard shaft and feeling the tip slowly press past my lips. I just love it so much. You see where the problem is going right? It's hard to for a nasty little Asian whore like me to use her mouth when there's a big gag filling it!

Often its been a trade off in which if I'm going to be gagged then obviously my mouth is not going to be used. Sure, my ass and pussy might get fucked really nicely either with a strapon or even the real thing, or what sometimes happens is that poor Maliia doesn't get fucked at all and is chained up like a little piece of slave meat with a big gag in her mouth and no satisfaction at all. Of course sometimes I've even worn a dildo gag on my face so that I'm fucking another girl by pressing my head into her pussy. It's so close I can almost taste it and yet, with my soft pink little whore tongue trapped behind the gag, it can't get out for me to sample her flavors!

Theres a couple solutions to this issue. The first is to keep doing what I'm doing which is to be a gagged little slut slave sometimes with my Asian body used in some ways but obviously not oral during those times. The other is a ring or sink gag. This is a gag that holds the mouth open. It's good and bad. The problem is I don't look nearly as sexy in a ring gag as I do in a ball or pump gag. Don't get me wrong, I'm sure if I were chained to your floor naked with all my holes ready for use, you wouldn't turn me down because I had a ring gag but this is a matter of personal opinion you see. Just like some girls think a certain kind of jeans make their ass look good or shoes make their legs look nice, I think certain kinds of gags make me look like a more appealing slave bitch in heat. The nice thing about an open mouth gag is that a guy can just fuck me in my mouth. I have no choice and I basically become a blow job machine. I'm just chained there, my body totally useless and my mouth wide open for anyone who would want to shove a cock in there. The same works for girls too though its a bit more challenging because in order to satisfy them I have to really stretch my tongue out of my mouth. Also for girls when I give oral I like to use my lips a lot and suck on their clit and pussy lips which obviously isn't going to happen with a ring gag in my mouth.

It almost becomes one of those things in which you can never find a state of satisfaction on it. When I'm gagged I want to be ungagged so I can use my mouth all over the person's (or people if there's more than one and there has been from time to time) body. But when I'm ungagged I feel like I'm not as restrained and controlled as I'd like to be. It really adds to my feeling of being just a controlled object and without it I start thinking that I wish I were gagged so I could better get that feeling again. Wierd huh? I guess that's just a dilemma I'll have to live with. Whether I'm gagged or not though I'm happy to have any of my available holes to satisfy you and I hope you'll find me just as sexy when my mouth is on your hard cock or your dripping wet pussy as when it has a big gag filling it.

Pee Play is the Game Anyone Can Do!

Everyone pees. Well, everyone who is fairly healthy and doesn't have any kind of strange non peeing disease does anyway. The point is that its a pretty normal thing. I pee, you pee, we all pee. The streets will run yellow with our pee! So here's the thing, for something so normal, why does it turn some people on so much?I know it doesn't turn everyone on, there's plenty of people who think of peeing as just one of those things you have to do and they want as little to do with their own pee as possible but the thought of even having thoughts of other people's pee is a bit much. I get how this feels, I'm this way with scat play. What is scat play you ask? Good question. Thats where you have your fun playing literally in shit. Generally not your own shit either but I'm guessing someone else's. Thing is, that just wierds me out. Even thinking about my own is like eww disgusting but necessary but i definately don't want to think about anyone else's.

So I can see that side of things and yet, I'm totally good with pee play. Its generally pretty harmless stuff but I guess it goes along the lines of being covered in someone else's fluids. I'm pretty picky about the fluids I like to be covered in, generally there's only 3 that I'll go along with and those are saliva, cum/pussy juice and pee.

There's really a lot of ways you can pee play too. First of all I just want to say theres a lot of people who have enjoyed watching me pee. This is probably the easiest of the pee fetishes because it just involves a little voyeurism. I squat down, spread my legs, my pussy is nice and obvious and after a few seconds a warm wet stream of my pee starts coming out. If people enjoy watching me do that then great, more power to them. I've been to parties and such before and I'll be like oh I have to pee and someone will say they want to watch and I'm good with that. Sure, why not, bring your friends too! As for me, I love watching another girl pee too, its very sexy. Watching guys pee on the other hand I'm not sure about. I don't mind it or anything but its just not as sexy to me.

The next level is to be peed on. I'll admit I've squatted over quite a few people's bodies and let my warm piss cover them. This is a two for one because they not only get the pee covering them but they also get the show I talked about before in which they get to watch the pee coming out. What fun! I enjoy being peed on too, its very humiliating and this is an area in which although I like having girls pee on me because of the humliation factor and that its sexy, for pure humiliation, having guys pee on me can be exhilerating as well.

Finally we have drinking someone else's pee. Again I've squatted over people's faces and peed into their mouths and from time to time I'll notice they'll try to get a lick in on my pussy while its there. I've also had lots of pee to drink from the source. I love the humiliation aspect of drinking pee but the actual drinking of pee I'm not such a fan of. This is one of those things like pain that isn't a big turn on for me but I'll do it if its needed on the path to my own humiliation. So while salty warm pee doesn't really hit the spot for me, if it humiliates me then that feeling overtakes the one of thinking that this stuff doesn't taste all that great.

Are those the only ways to pee play? Of course not! Yes I guess a guy can put a funnel in my pussy or ass and pee in it or we can pee into glasses and drink it or some other combination but its all really just having fun in different ways with the same thing. So while pee play might not be your fetish, it definately turns a lot of people on including me. So next time you think of me squatting down, spreading my legs, exposing my little pussy and peeing, maybe it will turn you on just a little. I'd love to hear your thoughts or experiences about pee, and until next time, sweet streams!

What Happens When Your Love Gets Old?

I've never been married unless you count the relationship I have either sex toys or my computer as a marriage, but I have friends who are or who have been in long term relationships. I can put them into two catagories. The ones who say that their sexual activity decreased after a few years of being together and the rest who are lying to me in the hopes that I'll take the bait and settle down. Sure, there are some couples who are just as sexually active today as they were the day they met, but I'm pretty sure that they're the very lucky exceptions.

It seems like all the advice people are always saying to keep the relationship fresh and try new things. I think thats important too, after all if you are always doing the same thing, it gets really super boring. Seriously! Even if that thing is really edgy and kinky like bondage play for example, if thats all you ever do, day in and day out without mixing it up a little, its going to get old after a while. So that sounds pretty easy right? Hey, lets just do something new tonight! Problem solved, call off the alarms, nothing to see here, right? Maybe not.

First, it takes creativity to keep thinking of new things. And its not just enough to know what your fantasies are, you have to come up with reasonable ways of exploring them! If thats not hard enough, you have to get someone else on board as well and their level of enthusiasm for it may range from woo woo to absolutely not. Somewhere in the middle is usually where you land and if the other person has landed on "it doesn't really interest me but I'll do it if it makes you happy", well how happy is that really going to make you? I mean sure you get to explore that fantasy which is always exciting but isn't the point of being in that relationship because you want to see that other person happy and you want for them to get enjoyment out of the things you enjoy too as you share them? You know, so that if you're sharing things you enjoy but its a burden or obligation to that other person, well that takes some of the fun out of it.

So lets assume you and the other person actually came up with a nice list of things that you both agree that you want to try together. Good for you! But you're not getting out of it that easily! There's another obstacle to overcome. You have to actually go and do it! I said I was never married thats true, but I have been in a lot of relationships and some were longer than others. Granted, my relationships might not be the best stick to compare to, I'm a pretty wild girl, but still, I know that you get into a rut of behavior and its hard to get out of it. People get tired or stressed and they just don't want to put in the effort. If the guy or girl gets horny, maybe they'll put in just enough effort to get themselves off sure but otherwise forget it. So sure it takes a lot of effort and willingness to overcome the stress or fatigue or desire just go watch the game and spend a little more time exchanging all kinds of bodily fluids.

This brings us to a friend of mine who recently asked me to help her. Apparently her husband liked to see her dress up in fetish outfits which she was happy to do for a while but over time she was dressing up less and less and not really putting the effort into it. She was usually more tired than horny and there was another issue of she often didn't feel like initiating sex and he didn't either so with neither person really making the first move unless one was particularly horny, very little sex was going on in that house.

Luckily they had a nice open talk and acknowledged that it was something both wanted to change. So they discussed some ideas and somehow a couple of the things they came up with involved me. Before you start thinking threesome, which was where I thought they were going with it, it was actually something else. See, I love threesomes and foursomes and whatever else but I also believe that it has to be between people who are casual with each other. When you start having group sex with some of the people involved being close relationship people, only a few special relationships can really handle that over the long term. No, that wasn't it at all. So she proposed two things she wanted me to do.

The first was for me to have sex with another girl in front of her husband and her. She said they both could enjoy it and as I and another girl were getting it on, it would turn them on and they would get busy too. I love having sex with other girls as much as any other bi girl, but I had to ask the question, why not just get a lesbian porn video? Isn't that pretty much the same thing? Apparently not. First, porn videos are 2 dimensional, you get sound and sight but none of the other senses, you can't control the action or visuals at all, the stories are often pretty poor and predictable and theres no interaction. Not that they wanted to interact with me while I had a girl's pussy rubbing against my face, but apparently giving my ass a little swat or squeezing my boob from either of them would be within acceptable behavior. So this sounded like a pretty reasonable argument. After all, maybe having two hot girls go at each other on your living room floor while you and your wife watch and get horny is a truly different experience from just popping in a lesbian dvd. I had to think on that one for a while.

The next idea she had was a domination fantasy. Apparently someone has been reading my blog, much to my surprise. I assumed that maybe 3 people were reading this and 2 probably kept reading holding out hope that one day I would slip and accidently include my phone number in there somewhere. So I have a reader! Wooo! That having been said, I had a blog many months ago in which I talked about how I did a favor for a pro Mistress who had a client who wanted to be dominated at the same time as a girl. So I was that girl. Now as you know I'm generally submissive so taking a sub role is fun and easy for me, but that doesn't mean I can't switch. Well apparently this woman and her husband started talking and they started to like the idea of both being dominated together. She was a little apprehensive about it claiming that she's not lesbian and she doesn't want to lick pussy or kiss the Mistress or whatever, but basically, the husband had this fantasy just like the other guy who went to the professional Mistress that he's dominated, controlled and restrained along with a girl, only he was cool with the girl being his wife. How fun!

So that's where they figured I came in which was I could be the Mistress. The idea being, there would be no sex between them and me, just between themselves but that I would control the scene and order the sex. In other words, my role would be to bind and chain them up in different ways, humiliate them a little, have them lick my boots, force them to kiss each other, rub against each other, give each other oral sex, etc. You know, all the fun foreplay stuff that couples should be doing with each other voluntarily!! Well sometimes getting people to do the foreplay takes a little motivation. I guess its easier to do it when theres a hot Asian girl in skin tight latex and thigh high pvc boots standing over you flogging your ass than if you're just in your bed with your wife on a Wednesday night. I'm still thinking of this one. I know when I was the submissive in this kind of scene the Mistress tied up the guy's cock and ran a rope thru my pussy and later she leashed his cock and leashed my pussy by my rings and put butt plugs in us and did all kinds of other fun things, so I have a pretty good idea of how I would do it based on what she's told me.

This is where it comes down to. We have a couple who truly wants to improve their sex lives and is willing to take some pretty exciting steps to do it. We have me who loves sex and kinky stuff and probably wouldn't mind either having sex with a girl while a couple of people watch or dominating them. So I'm not sure that there's anything wrong with helping out a friend and doing one or the other or both. What I'm concerned about is I don't want to become their porn dvd. You know what I mean? Like the only time they can have sex is if I come by and we do some sort of show or scene for them and then they get dependant on that sort of interaction. This goes back to the mixing things up idea I spoke of at the beginning. Too much of a good thing can be bad. Sure, having a little live sex show on the living room floor is exciting if it happens on very rare occasions and is special and new, but like anything else, if its all you do and you don't find new ways to explore sex and new things to try, the excitement of it will diminish each time and eventually it just won't be a turn on anymore. That's my thought anyway, I hope you'll share yours!

Locked to Another Girl by Pussy Rings!

Sometimes when I have an experience like I did this past Saturday, it makes me think that I just don't have nearly enough body piercings. I would definately love to get more, the problem isn't desire, I just don't have the willpower to go through with it without serious motivation going on. As you know, I have two rings in my pussy (one in each inner labia) and that was done in a way in which I had no choice. I mean I had a choice sure, we all have a choice but when you're in an armbinder and on a leash and you have a big black inflatable penis gag filling your mouth, you really don't have a lot of room to complain. See, that's how I got the rings in my pussy in the first place. I explained to the Mistress I was playing with a lot at the time that I was definately open to it but that it would take a bit of force to get me to go through with it. So one day she stripped my little brown body down, strapped my arms behind me, cuffed my ankles and put a short chain between them so I had to hobble and just to make sure I couldn't complain about it, shoved a big penis gag in my mouth that felt like it went halfway down my throat. It definately wasn't comfortable having that thing in there but on the bright side, maybe I can suck cock now better because of it. Who knows.

Still, the actual piercing wasn't too bad and the experience was deliciously humiliating which of course definately gets my girl juices dripping. We went to a piercing studio owned by a friend of the Mistress which is why we were able to get away with my revealing and restrained appearance. I was strapped into a chair with legs spread and the process itself took very little time and of course, sitting their with my bald little pussy so vulnerable and available is a total turn on. I didn't know whether to be nervous or horny. I think I was a lot of both. When it was over I had two cute little gold rings that I really love to this day. People have used them to leash me, lock my slutty little fuck hole shut, put bells on me so they can hear and humiliate me, weights to stretch my little lips down and lots of other creative things and each one of them gets me totally dripping wet horny!

I've thought often about more piercings but I've never gone through with it. I would love some rings in my nipples, tongue, nose, belly and even more in my pussy, but despite the good experience with the rings I have, without the proper motivation its just too hard for me to actually want to go do that myself. Besides, once you've been gagged and bound for a piercing, everything else will seem boring in comparison. The only way I think I can get pierced again is for it to happen in a way thats even more restrained and humiliating. I definately think its going to take some more bondage, gags and me being completely naked, spread and vulnerable. Even if its my nipples being pierced, I'm pretty sure my legs should be spread anyway just to show what a slut I am.

One of my big fantasies is the idea of being locked to another person and while its something I have done a few times, each time is really incredible and special. So this brings us to last Saturday night at a private bondage party. I have to say most of the people there were really hot and they really know how to dress. I came in a cute little tight and shiny PVC dress but that didn't stay on my body for very long. I spend most of the party totally naked except for my heels and collar. First it started with me being stripped so I could get a nice over the knee spanking by a guy I know. I'm not really into spankings but it wasn't a big deal for me and honestly the guy spent more time fingering my pussy than spanking me anyway. I didn't complain.

After that I was leashed and on the floor with my arms bound behind me for a while and a cute blonde slave girl came in later she was played with for a while. Then someone realized that her pussy and my pussy were pierced in almost the same way, with little gold rings in each labia and that we were about the same size. So naturally a couple of little locks came out and we were forced to stand facing each other and each of her pussy rings were locked to mine. Obviously no other restraints were needed because its not like either of us could escape. We were like that for a couple of hours and when she needed to go to pee or I did, we had to be very coordinated, though to be honest, I always love watching other girls pee and I love it when people watch me pee so that was an additional bonus turn on.

Even though I really loved this humiliation and the sexual contact (I loved how much our boobs and nipples rubbed together and we spent a lot of time with our tongues in each others mouths), I kept thinking how much cooler it would be if our nipples were also locked together, or if we both had tongue rings and those were locked as well. See where my imagination is taking me? This starts to run into fantasy territory for me and I think I've written about some of these things in some of my stories too. The idea that I become an owned slave who gets totally pierced and marked and theres other slaves the same way and we're locked together in different ways. Maybe my tongue locked on her pussy or my pussy locked to her nose ring, etc. The other variation is the idea of having many rings down my pussy lips so my little fuck hole can be totally closed. Instant chastity! That's a hard one for me to deal with considering how much I love sex. I have seen other girls who had that done and half of me is jealous and half of me wonders if I'd be able to do that too or if its just a fantasy for me. See, thats the nice thing about body piercings is that they make for great ways to control a naughty little slut slave without all the trouble of restraints and I can tell you from first hand experience that when you are leashed or locked by a piercing, you respond to that very very quickly. I've been leashed by my rings many times and when the leash is pulled, I move very fast!

So that's what got me wondering again about getting more piercings was the experience with the cute blonde slave girl. Naturally this is going to bring up the question of what should get pierced next and under what circumstances would be erotic enough to actually get me horny and crazed enough to do it. If I think of anything I'll let you know, but I expect for you to share your thoughts with me on this too!

A GOOD MASTER IS HARD TO FIND BUT A HARD MASTER IS EVEN BETTER!

I got a call yesterday and the first thing I heard when I picked up the phone was "I have the perfect Mistress for you". That's always a good call to get and in this case it was from a Mistress friend who knows me very well. She also knows herself well enough to know that her style and mine are too different for us to really get together.

I don't mind being hooked up, I think its pretty useful but even with hookups, finding a good Master or Mistress isn't that different from dating, or shopping at Marshalls for that matter. I don't know if you've ever been to the Marshalls or TJ Maxx which is pretty much the same experience. If you're a guy I strongly recommend you not enter the store unless you're gay because honestly, I've never met a guy who had the patience to deal with these stores. To be honest, I barely have the patience for it. The concept is a lot like hunting for Easter eggs. You walk in the door and its almost like they're telling you, here in this huge store hidden among piles of absolute crap that you wouldn't want your worst enemy to wear, are actually some pretty good items and pretty good prices. Go have fun!

Its almost like the old drug addict mind teaser we used to joke about. You're at a party and if you want to be really mean to someone, you go up to Mr. Drug Addict and you put your arm around him and make him think he's your buddy and then you point to the target of your devious plan and say "see that guy over there? He's got a ton of cocaine on him, but if you ask him he'll deny it, and if you say I told you this, I'll deny ever talking to you. Go have fun". See the similarity? Its like you're being told there's good stuff in the store. We know its there, they told us! They wouldn't lie to us right?

So now that my thought train has completely derailed, back to the point. Finding a good dominant is a lot like finding those trendy designer clothes at the Marshalls. They're there but you have to dig through piles of crap to find them. I've met and played with a lot of dominants in my time as a little Asian slave whore. What I've learned is that no one thinks they're a bad dominant. I'm not sure that bad is the right word for it, but there's a lot of people who just aren't right for me. I might say hey, I'm looking for a dominant to do all these cruel and nasty things to my naughty brown body and of course lots of hands go up, but that doesn't mean that they're all going to be the right dominant for me. Some might be too inexperienced, unsafe or unknowleagable for example. Others may be only concerned about their own style and desires and have no interest in mine. I can always tell that last group because they won't ask me any questions before suggesting we play. How can you possibly know how to play with me if you don't ask any questions? Finally we get the group that assumes that because they're dominant and I'm submissive that I must obey their commands period. Some of that goes back to inexperience and some is just um, no.

So maybe you're asking why my Mistress friend and I aren't compatible in terms of our styles. She's into the loving and devoted slave routine in which the submissive serves her whims and dedicates her/himself (she's bi too) to her and of course there's some control with a collar but its mostly about servitude and lots of whipping and spanking. This is kind of the opposite of what I'm into which is that I'm a humiliation slut, not a pain slut. Whipping gets boring after a while and if I have to kneel at a person's feet for hours on end I get really bored too. I'm into quick bursts of excitement, its the only way to handle me. Put me on a leash, train me as a dog, dress me in tight fetish outfits and make me go out to the mall, put dildos in my ass and pussy and humiliate me beyond the limits of my imagination. See thats my thing! If I feel really comfortable with someone I'll let them start to modify my body. That's how I ended up with rings in my pussy. I'm still waiting for the next dominant to come along who will make me feel comfortable enough to get rings in my nipples or even humiliating markings!

That's really what it comes down to is anyone can say anything about what they can do or will do but if they don't take the time to get to know what excites me and the things I respond to, well its pretty unlikely that I'll respond to them. I was at a party a couple weeks ago and a dominant tried to get me and I gave him such a hard time, it was almost mean. He's like "come here now!" I said why? "Because I said so". Okey, but why should that compel me to obey you? See where this is going? It went on like that until he got frustrated and walked away. Really I was testing him to see if he would get it, I even hinted around at the answer which was to come talk to me first before you start ordering me around, but I think his head was too big.

And there we have it. If someone is so creative and interesting that they really push my buttons and get me excited, I'm totally dedicated to being their slave. That's my mentality, I don't want to risk messing it up or dissapointing the person and I want for them to keep doing all the things that drive me crazy, so I'll be the most obedient little fuck slut on the planet...but only for the person who can capture my mind in the right way. That's what happens, get my mind and the little brown fuck toy body will definately follow.

While I'm never actively looking for a Master or Mistress and I get enough play with friends and parties and such, its nice when I find someone I can play with who really knows how to make me submit truly. I've had that off and on and I'm sure I'll find it again soon, but its not easy and finding a hard Master or Mistress is definately a good thing.

Did you feel like this post was a little lame? I do too. Next time I'll try to go into detail about what happened to me the last time I was leashed like a sex pet as my exposed little body was forced to do all kinds of naughty things. Those are the kinds of posts I enjoy anyway, but I got into this whole dominant thing and it was fun but I think talking about being humiliated is better.