Call Me Your Slant Eyed Cocksucking Cumslut in Heat

There are a lot of elements of bdsm that I love. Certainly being physically controlled by being bound is one of them. While I'm okey with rope bondage, I definately get off more on being restrained in chains, leather, binders, harnesses and certainly for me, being locked in is a lot more exciting than simply being tied in. I also love exhibitionism. I guess that's why I put my little brown body on display at my webcage (maliia.com) everyday because I get off so much on the idea of other people getting pleasure from looking at me. I get this feeling even more intensified when I'm taken out to a club or party on a leash and my body is exposed and I can feel everyone staring at every part of me. Gazing at my little tits, my totally bald pussy, trying to catch a glimpse of the rings that dangle from each of my labias. And I suppose a big part of being on display and sometimes being controlled is wearing really hot fetish attire like rubber, pvc, stiletto platform heels and boots and other outfits that not only get the person who sees me excited, but it makes me excited to be wearing them too because they make me feel like such a sexy little slut. That's something I've concluded too. Being a bondage whore isn't just something I do, it's something I am which brings me to the next part of bdsm that turns me on the most, humiliation.

I think humiliation is probably one of my biggest turn ons of anything. I know I've said this before, but it's just because I love it so much. Theres physical humiliation of which I've done lots. This can range from just how I'm dressed to being walked on a leash in public to being forced to pee in front of others. It can also mean being trained as a puppy, pony or other animal or object that is less than human or really anything else that makes me feel embarassed or ashamed because of something that is done to me physically or something I'm forced to do.

As fun as physical humiliation is for me though, one of my favorite things is definately verbal humliiation. Some people may think that verbal degradation is just saying bad things to a person but see, really good verbal humiliation isn't all that easy, but if someone is good at it then they're creative, talented and will definately hold my attention. See, it doesn't really work to call me something like a "dumb bitch", or "stupid, ugly piece of shit". That doesn't really turn me on because it does nothing to make me feel sexy and I know I'm neither dumb nor ugly. For me, the verbal humiliation should center on things that are sexual and should compliment me in a way. I know that sounds contradictory but its not and I'll give you examples of what I mean. See, after I wrote that other blog entry a few weeks ago about how girls like compliments including me, I got some responses from people who were confused and said well, if you like compliments so much how come you like to be verbally degraded too. See, they didn't see that they can actually go hand in hand.

Okey, so if you wanted to say something that would get me excited but compliment me at the same time, you might call me a "sexy little cocksucking slut" or you might say "Maliia, you're a nasty brown whore with a beautiful fucktoy body". See how that works? Pretty cool huh? Not that everything has to have a compliment, I just like references to my body in my humiliation because it makes me feel more confident about showing my body off when I'm hearing good things about it. But still, if someone wanted to say to me that I'm a "naughty bitch whore who should be leashed like a dirty animal" or that I'm a "whore who would spread her legs and be fucked in any of her holes and used as a common cum slut", we'll that would be hot too. See, no direct compliments, but the verbal degradation is very sexual and the language is obviously very detailed, very graphic and leads you to a terrific mental image either as me on all fours with a leash controlling me or in the last example, of me laying somewhere with my legs spread, mouth, pussy and ass exposed and cum covering me and leaking out of my holes from all the use. It's definately a powerful image for me and gets me excited to hear it because it gets me excited to think about myself that way.

This brings us to one other element of verbal degradation. It's not the last element because there's a lot of ways to do it but its the last one I'll talk about today and that's racial humiliation. See, in our society theres a lot of pressure to be politically correct and so people often feel uncomfortable doing race play. Personally I LOVE race play. I love humiliation that reminds me of my ethnicity. I love it when I'm called names like a "dirty little slant eyed whore" or an "oriental fucktoy on a leash". Even if it's something that's just describing what I am at the time, it's better. For example, if I were being trained as a ponygirl at a party and my handler introduced me as "this is my ponygirl Maliia", that's nice but it doesn't have the same affect on my as saying "this is my Asian ponygirl Maliia". See, it's not a big change, but just acknowledging my ethnicity makes it more exciting for me and so it gets me a lot hotter and you can measure that by the way by how much more juice drips out of my tight oriental cunt. Keep in mind of course that while all of this humiliation, particularly the race play is a huge turn on within the confines of bdsm play, certainly if I were walking down the street and some asshole came up to me and called me a "worthless gook slant eyed bitch" for taking his parking space, I'd be pissed because the intent behind the words is hostile, angry and unwelcome. In the context of bdsm that same line would get me hot. Outside of it though it would get me pissed off so the context as a lot to do with it as well.

I do think people may find it easier though to adapt to race play for Asian than for blacks though. Maybe because in our society there are just some words we've been conditioned not to say, like the "N" word among others, for fear of being labelled a racist. I was talking with a black slavegirl I met recently at a party about this and she's really nice and I've always been very straightforward and open and I asked her if she liked race play. I asked of course because of how much I like it. She said she loved race play but was dissapointed because she could almost never find people who were willing to do that for her. To be honest, the only derogatory term I knew about black people is the "N" word (see, I don't even want to say it here) but I knew how this girl felt so I decided to take matters into my own hands and so I dommed her and made her my negro bitch for a little while and she loved it. She had to help me out by guiding me with different racist terms that turned her on. Like she would call herself things and I would remember those terms and reference them later for her, but it all worked out well. She's not the only person either I've met who likes this. I've know a few black submissives who loved race play and frankly I've met other Asians as well who enjoyed it. I'm not sure about the other races but I'm willing to bet that there's hispanics, people from India, arabs and others who are totally into it as well. To be honest though, I would have no clue as to how to approach racial humiliation for white people. The only things I can think of really aren't all that humliiating and unlike black people and Asians in this country, white people just don't have the same kind of history so there aren't as many derogatory terms for them. Still, I guess if I met a white submissive who wanted race play for them and was willing to guide me like the black slavegirl did in terms of what kinds of things were a turn on, well I'd definately be willing to give it a try. Why not?

So now you know the key to my submissive heart, or maybe it's just the key to my dripping pussy. If you can control me not just through physical bondage and humiliation but through verbal humiliation that includes compliments and race play and if you can do it creatively, there's a good chance I'll find you to be a perfect fit for me and before long I'll probably be begging you to own my little brown body. Hopefully you have room for a cute oriental cocksucking whore like me. If not, maybe I can use my talented slut holes to convince you!