Monday, September 18, 2006

Take Me to the Bondage Casino!

I got back from a weekend in Las Vegas last night. I know some of you who live in Las Vegas and have been begging me to go and dress up as a latex whore on a leash while exposing my little brown bondage body are probably a little dissapointed that I didn't give you a call so I could fulfill all of your naughty fetish desires or at least see them acted out by me. Well, sorry about that! Certainly that could be fun though, I thought of that when I was there and how fun it would be to be led around the casino on a leash while wearing a short little skirt that rode up over my ass, exposing me totally. That's hot huh?

Anyway, the trip was like seriously last minute. I had no idea I was even going until Saturday morning when one of my friends who is like a super huge gambler type called up and asked me if I wanted to go. Hey, I can't turn down an invite like that right? Besides, when he goes, he gambles big time so the casino sent a plane for him and gave us a 2 bedroom suite (yes I did get my own room and before you start thinking that this was some ploy for him to wine and dine me so he could fuck me, forget about it. He's seriously gay and his boyfriend came along too). I told you I like hanging out with gay guys sometimes and I have a lot of gay friends. They're very funny but sometimes they can get a little catty too with each other, a lot more than other girls I think but of course the difference is that since I'm a girl, I get to observe the action without having to play a role in it. Don't get me wrong, I am a whore, I get that and I have no problem spreading my legs to expose my cute little pierced and bald pussy or my tight little ass for a nice fucking. The difference of course is that I do it for my own pleasure because I'm such a sex crazed little nympho and although the right motivation is always nice, it doesn't have to be material.

So the thing is, I'm not much of a gambler type at all. I know how to play some of the games okey but I just don't get a lot of pleasure from the "excitement of gambling". My pleasure of course comes from the excitement of sex, fetish and bondage, but you already knew that right? See, I'm not bad at blackjack, so I played that for a little while and I did pretty well at it which was nice. The problem I have is that when I'm winning I want to quit so that I can keep some of what I won, and when I'm losing I want to quit so that I don't make things worse. See, that's definately the opposite of the gambler's mentality. When I was sitting there playing though I got hit on like at least every three minutes. Ordinarily I don't mind getting hit on though frankly it depends on my mood and what I'm doing and in this case I was trying to focus. Hey, I may not be into the whole gambling part but remember what I said a couple of months ago, I hate to lose. It totally drives me crazy so for me the appeal of playing wasn't so much winning the money, it was just to win really. I wasn't even playing with my own money anyway so that part wasn't as important. It's kind of hard to concentrate and focus on winning when you get interupted every three minutes you know?

So I also tried playing a few other games there but I didn't like them as much. Craps was very fast and confusing for me so I mostly stuck with simple bets and half the time I wasn't even sure I was doing that right. I think that could be a fun game if you really get to know and understand it though. I also played a little roulette but my problem with that was there's just no skill at all. At least with Blackjack you have to figure out a piece of it and decide which way to go. Roulette on the other hand is just throwing your money down and hoping it all works out. Kind of like taking a commercial air flight!

The game I'm actually pretty good at but didn't get a chance to play was Texas Hold'em poker. You know, its very popular now and I had a friend teach it to me a couple of years ago. I play for fun online sometimes when I'm bored and I'm not bad. I never did get the chance though. Oh well, maybe next time. I had a great time though, we saw a show, had a great dinner, I went to the spa naturally and had a nice massage and did a little swim. You know, that's my thing is just to relax, have fun and if I get to show off my tight little brown body then that's even better.

I know some of you are worried about me and wondering when I'm going to get to be in bondage again because it seems like the last time with someone else was a while ago. It does seem that way doesn't it. You know, its true that my life isn't 24/7 bondage and sometimes I go for longer without it and sometimes I have more sex or less or whatever. I think it kind of works out in phases but that's okey for me because it makes it even more exciting when it happens you know? But not to worry because this week I have lots of catching up to do. I'm playing with a Mistress friend today, doing some fetish shopping with another fetish friend later in the week and we'll not only try things on with each other but we'll try things out too of course and there's a big fetish theme party on Friday so that could be fun too. See, my problem isn't that I'm not having a lot of sex, its that no matter how much sex or bondage or whatever I have, its never enough. Maybe I have a sex addiction huh? We'll I can live with that, it's kind of fun actually and for me its probably a lot more fun than a gambling addiction anyway. Now all we need is a casino like in some of the stories on my website where instead of gambling for money you're gambling for sex or fetish or something then that's a casino I would definately go to. Seriously, that would be really hot with people who could bet and win slaves and sexual acts. Of course I would probably gamble myself into permanent slavery, but maybe that would be on purpose anyway.

1 Comments:

At 3:05 PM, submissive boy said...

I don't think there's any doubt you have a sex addiction! Don't worry though - it's good for you!

I was reading your blog about the BDSM casino (you know, there just has to be one out there somewhere) where you were talking about gambling yourself into slavery, which is a cool fantasy, right? I was wondering if you every put yourself up for auction as a slave at one of those BDSM parties that does that.

Is that an erotic thought for you. I did it once and it went OK but I was really nervous. I think next time I'd be a little more comfortable.

jeffrey

 

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