Maliia in the Land of Giraffes

Sometimes its good to be small and cute. It's great for sex because one of my favorite positions is to stradle a guy facing him while he's standing up and I get to ride his cock like that. Because I'm so small, it doesn't take a particularly large or strong guy to be able to hold me up like that and even though I orgasm very easily, this way is probably the easiest. I definately get the deepest penetration while having good control and its kind of kinky to be bounced up and down on a cock like that. It really makes a huge difference in what I feel. The other nice thing about being so small of course is that a lot of people think of me as a toy or a doll and they want to dress me up as their fetish slut or use me as an object or sex toy which is cool too. Not all the advantages to being small are restricted to sex either. When I fly on an airplane, legroom is rarely an issue for me so I generally don't feel too cramped in the coach section though I can definately see how anyone who isn't as small as me both in terms of height and weight might have a problem.

Of course there's also a downside to being small and short too. The first is that everyone thinks that because I'm small, I'm also weak and I can't take care of myself. This of course is total crap, I'm not only pretty strong but I'm a tough girl. What happens though is that either people step in to stand up for me thinking that I can't stand up for myself, or as is especially the case with girls when the get catty, they think they can intimidate me or that it will be easy to kick my ass just because they tower over me by at least half a foot. What they don't know is that I've been doing kickboxing for years (it's a great way to stay in shape) and although I don't like to fight if I can avoid it, if I have to defend myself I'm very capable doing so. Hey, when you're a small girl like me, you have to learn how to protect yourself right?

There's another downside too which is if I go anywhere that requires me to see anything whether its a movie, concert or whatever, chances are I'll only get to see a small part of the thing if any of it because most people are a lot taller than me. A couple nights ago was a great example of what I'm talking about. I went to a fetish friendly club and they had a whole big latex/rubber night thing so naturally I put on my skin tight red patent leather dress with fishnets and 7" platform knee high boots(and of course my puppygirl collar, we can't forget that) and went out. I know what you're thinking that 7" heels are huge and you're right, they are but because the platform was 3", I could still walk in them. Seriously, these are easily my highest shoes and I wore them specifically because not only did I think they were super fetish and cool but I knew there would be cool stuff to see and I wanted to be a little taller so I could see it. Besides, needless to say the least I was dressed like a complete fuck me whore who would drop her panties and bend over for a good screw up my pussy or ass at the drop of a hat, which was definately the look I was going for!

So you would think that wearing these super high heel platforms would have put me on even footing as it were with the other girls in the club right? Finally Maliia gets to see the crowd just like everyone else. I thought so too except one thing I should have counted on because I've definately been to enough of these things to know better but for some reason my brain was switched to the off position, or maybe I just had fetish on the brain and my pussy had taken over all decision making processes for the body, was that all the other, taller girls would be wearing shoes that are just as high if not higher.

See, this is where the problem comes in. So I was probably 5'10" in my heels. That's pretty hot but along come all these girls, and I mean like half the club which had hundreds of people, it was totally packed, and they're naturally like 5'8" - 5'11" and they're wearing heels and platforms that run 6" - 9". With their heels they were still towering over me in the mid 6 foot range. I'm not sure if me wearing my heels was a waste or not because on the one hand it didn't do any good and I still couldn't see anything which was too bad because they had some incredible bdsm demonstrations and some terrific latex/rubber fashion shows. On the other hand, if I hadn't worn my super platform heels and went with a more normal 4" heel instead, I wouldn't have fit in as well as a total fetish slut that I am and besides, I would have been even lower which means my head would have come up to nipple level instead of upper neck level. Hey, it's something right? It wasn't just the heels though, some of these girls had on these really wild fetish wigs and stuff that stuck up another foot or so. So much for getting to see anything except the crowd around me.

At least I didn't have to totally strain my neck by looking up to talk to people though. Just a slight look up but not as bad as it would have been otherwise. Besides, this isn't exactly the kind of place you can have a good conversation anyway. Very loud and I think half the people were probably high on something anyway. You go and dance or look or hang out or whatever. Not a whole lot of actual bdsm play really but a great place to show off and check out what other people are doing and wearing. There definately were a ton of incredible outfits and I saw more than a few that I wouldn't mind having wrapped around my tight little brown body.

Despite still being short and small, I did have a great time though. I went with one of my Thai friends and we met up with a Mistress friend and some of her friends so we had a great time. At one point my Mistress friend took pity on me and had her male slave put me on his shoulders for a while. That was during one of the fetish fashion shows so it was great for me and since I wasn't wearing any panties and my pussy was rubbing against the back of his neck, I have a feeling it was good for him too. I just wonder if he noticed any of my pussy juice dripping down on his skin or not. That seems to happen to me a lot. You wouldn't think such a small girl like me would be able to produce such a large amount of pussy juice but I do. I guess that goes to show that just because the packaging is small that doesn't mean the surprise inside isn't really huge huh?