My Attitude is Favoring Probability

You know I got some great feedback on my last post about losing and stuff and I liked some of the ideas, but more important, I really liked how more people decided to share their thoughts or stories or whatever. I hope that this kind of interaction can continue because I like it, its very cool you know. I think one of the best suggestions was that I should start wearing more rubber outfits so that the bad stuff will bounce off of my tight little brown body. What do you think of that? Even if it doesn't work, I'll definately be very sexy and delicious! I'm also glad I'm not the only one who sees bondage (or bondage porn for that matter) as a wonderful way to enjoy your day. See, being a little brown porn whore definately has its upside.

Actually I am feeling much better now. I'm still going through my little rough patch but I'm feeling better about it is the thing. I think your stories and thoughts helped some but also I had a talk with a friend and whether she wins or loses she's always happy. I figured either she was being really polite or she was dropped on her head as a baby and just couldn't stop being happy. I figured though if anyone could give me guidance on this whole thing, she could and she did. She told me that for her, sure its nice to win or have things come out well but usually the thing isn't so important anyway and as long as you had fun doing it, that's what counts. So I said what about like money stuff where it is important and she told me that things usually work out in the end either way. As long as probability is on your side, that is you're doing the things that have the best chance of working out, then in the long run you'll be okey even if in the short run things are looking a little down. I thought about this and I realized that this is kind of how the casinos make their money. They have very slight favorable odds but its enough that even if you have a winning day or week or whatever, as long as you keep coming back to gamble, eventually they will come out ahead because they have the odds in their favor.

So that made me feel better because I realized that the reason I usually come out winning is because I do things in a way that favors probability. Whether I realize it or not at the time, I kind of figure out what has the best chance of working out and go with it. It doesn't always work out of course, sometimes it goes the other way but it seems I always have a plan for when that happens and I guess I should remember that as long as I don't give up and keep trying and going forward, eventually it will work out in my favor. Good, I feel better now, thanks. So now that this is done, who wants to chain me up and turn me into their little slant eyed fuck toy on a leash? Anyone? No? Okey, well maybe I'll just go back to my bondage porn and vibrator collection then.