I'm Babbling about Nothing in Hawaiian

Its funny how sometimes when I go to write something in this web log I have no idea what I'm going to say and then I start thinking of something and I go off writing on some wierd tangent. Other times I'm going through my email and responding to someone and it will make me think that hey, this would probably be an interesting thing to talk about more. That happened today. First, I was going through my messages and I noticed a disproportionate amount of them addressed my ethnicity. I had a bunch talking about Hawaiian things on television, trips to Hawaii, friends in Hawaii and finally one girl wrote me a quick note saying "Aloha, pehea'oe?" which means basically "hi, how are you?". That last one is in for a real surprise because I wrote back this long reply (by long I mean about two paragraphs) all in Hawaiian language. I figured if she knew pehea'oe, either she's trying to tell me she speaks Hawaiian or that's all she knows. If its the first one I think we'll have an interesting conversation in Hawaiian, if its the second, its possible that I've scared her off and I won't be hearing from her again. I've had this experience before with other languages where you know a few words and you know the other person speaks that language so you say your few words like "buenos dias, como esta usted" or "je voudrais le jambon avec le fromage" and the person assumes you speak whatever language it is and just start rambling off at full speed in it not giving you a space to say "hey, I exhausted my full knowledge of your language three words and twenty minutes ago".

Still, I love talking about things like culture and language and pretty much anything else. I like to talk about Hawaii too because I'm very happy with what I am and where I'm from and most people have good experiences and thoughts when they think of Hawaii or Hawaiians so its usually a pleasant thing.

So I was going through my email and someone asked a question about ponygirls that I answered and I realized that I haven't really talked about ponygirls or even puppygirl play so that might be a nice idea for me to talk about but I didn't want to talk about them today because I'm talking about other things and I'm really trying to stay focused because as I'm sure you know, its very easy for me to go off the subject and off into the wilderness of "what does this have to do with anything" land.

Someone else wrote to me asking about the bondage scene in Los Angeles. I didn't really understand the question I think but I tried to help. Every once in a while I get a question like this so I thought that might also be a nice subject of what my favorite bondage places and resources are here in Los Angeles. See, I just get inspiration from everywhere don't I?

Have you noticed that it also seems that I can only post new web log entries on even numbered days. I feel like I have OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) or something. I think it just started out that way by accident because I probably started on an even day and was updating it every other day but somewhere it became a thing where I was only doing even days. I guess if I had started on an odd day it would have been obsessively odd huh? I'm not usually that much of an OCD case though. I mean there are little things I guess I do kind of compulsively like in the morning I always splash my face with water three times. I think that started because two wasn't enough to really do the job and four was just going overboard. Now its just habit. I have a lot of habits but offhand I can't really think of too many other OCD type things I do. You know, I do other things though like take vitamins everyday, exercise, make up the bed (I'm not a neat freak but I like a clean place okey), but those are pretty much good habits I think. My one bad habit is probably sweets. I love them. I don't consider bondage and sex to be bad habits though I guess some people would. I put those in the good habit catagory. Bondage also lends itself nicely to OCD as well. You know, you have to spank me three times on each ass cheek before I'm allowed to pee, make me bark four times before I can lick your shoes. I'm sure there are other things you can do as well.

So far it seems as though I'm just talking about all the things I could have talked about without actually talking about any of it. See, that's just part of my charm. Of course there's always a good chance that I can talk about it next time, unless of course I get distracted and start talking about something else. I tend to do that a lot too.