Asian Puppy Slaves, Collars and Pussy Juice.

I just got an email today from someone asking me if I was collared. I get asked this a lot, and not only from people who visit my website but also people at parties, clubs and private events ask me this too. Sometimes they ask the question because they are just curious about who owns a cute little brown girl like and sometimes they're asking because of course if the answer is that I'm not collared, which is the answer by the way, then they start to think about me being owned by them. In the very least it means they can play with me if I'm okey with it, which is its someone I've known for a long time and trust, is not out of the realm of possibility.

So this whole term of collaring got me thinking about what that really means. Of course the idea is that to wear someone's collar means that you're owned by them. That makes sense. I guess in a simpler way its not that different from any other pet you might own like a dog. You buy a collar for a dog, it has the owner's name and registration on the tag along with the pet's name. Life is good and anyone who sees the dog knows that its owned by someone and anyone who is curious about the dog only has to look at the tag for the details.

Some slavegirls and I guess owners too view a collar as being a very important symbol either of the status of the relationship or of the submissive or whatever. Being collared, not unlike getting a nice big diamond ring on your finger, can make a slavegirl (or boy) feel loved, special, wanted, etc. Many of these submissives take special pride in their collar and some collars are even particularly fancy (let's face it, the dog collar that Paris Hilton's dog might wear is probably a lot fancier than the average Wal-Mart brand dog collar). Isn't it neat how I keep making these comparisons between slaves and dogs? There's a reason for that actually.

As you probably already know, I'm totally into humilation, exhibition and objectification. I love ponygirl play but even more I love to be treated like a puppy or owned pet. That's totally hot. For me a collar isn't just a symbol of ownership, however temporary, control or even status, but also a device to further my own humiliation and enhance the experience of being a pet. When a collar, especially a dog collar, is locked (this is important because when its actually locked, I have no choice but to wear it, just as a dog has no choice in wearing its collar) around my neck and then I'm put on a leash, its so exciting for me that its almost like an instant horny button. Its almost like turning a handle on a faucet. Just lock on the collar and my pussy starts dripping. Put on a the leash for it to drip harder. I'm still working on how to get hot and cold running pussy juice, but since I haven't figured that one out yet, you'll just has to settle for it the way it comes out of my cute little fuck hole. Sound fair?

So that's the thing for me with a collar. I don't think I'll ever be the kind of slavegirl who gets into the symbolism and comfort of a collar. I know a slavegirl is there to serve and not be concerned with her own pleasure or comfort but I'm just not that kind of slave. I'm in this for selfish reasons. I just love the way it makes me feel and while having such a strong focus on my own pleasure is hardly slavegirl like, the upside is that if the other person (or people as can be the case sometimes) get their pleasure from the other side of it, then everyone wins.

I'm really trying hard to stick to one subject here, so in keeping with the theme of collars, I thought I would add that its not just one type of collar that gets me crazy. I'm flexible that way. Of course as I already mentioned, my tight little pussy definately drips from being in a dog collar, but I also like the restriction of a wide posture collar. I especially like this kind when I'm in leather bondage, like in a leather single arm binder (I LOVE how those make my body look by the way, with my shoulders forced back, my tiny tits sticking out and my back arched...its VERY hot), definately gagged with this look and if my legs are restricted too or I'm locked into a harness...even better!

It's not just leather collars that I love though, I also like metal collars. There's something so demeaning and slave like about it. I admit I have been locked into a metal collar and manacles before with thick chains locked to the rings. They were extremely heavy, very uncomfortable and I felt like they were cutting into my skin. Still, the look was very hot and my own awareness of how much of a low, worthless little animal it made me into was very humiliating which translates into very exciting for me. A friend, J.G. Leathers, who I still want to get to start contributing to my little webcage, turned me on to a company that makes custom metal (stainless steel I think) collars and cuffs that are just gorgeous! Seriously. This is something you could wear out and while you might get some curious looks, you would still look totally cool like you won't believe. Going out in acollar (or even other bondage attire or gear) has never been a problem for me (that goes back to my need to be exhibited and displayed) and I don't mind being dragged around in public on a leash, but for me the issue isn't my own feeling of humiliation under that circumstance but rather I don't want to impose my own lifestyle on people who aren't into that scene. I think it's just rude to force people who are otherwise doing their own thing in a public place to be subjected to an overt display. Obviously if you're at a fetish party or club or a swing club some other event or convention or something where just by being there the people have shown an acceptance of alternative lifestyles and a willingness to be exposed to them, well that's different and really that's the best place to do lots of exhibition, display and public humiliation. Having said that, as you can read from some of my experiences, I have done plenty of things in the public realm, but in most cases I think its stuff that while humiliating for me, wasn't necessarily exposing too many people to a lifestyle that they may not be interested in seeing anything about. I definately wouldn't want to contribute to a bad impression of us bondage lovers. See, I should be a good representative or poster girl (or poster slavegirl in this case) of what a good bondage lover is like. Maybe we'd have more bondage lovers if that were the case huh?

So that's the thing. I'm obviously not collared, whether or not I ever will be on any kind of permanent basis isn't something I worry about or even think about. I'm a different kind of slavegirl than many who are in the scene but that's okey. There are some people in the fetish scene who oddly are very closed minded and believe that there's only one way to play or to act and of course its their way. I on the other hand take a very open minded attitude. Whatever happens between consenting adults thats done safely is probably cool. I'm not the judging type so I'm not going to judge anyone else and I would hope they don't judge me either for the way I explore the fetish lifestyle. Of course I'm sure that some people still will and that's fine too. I'd rather spending my time being a chained up little oriental fuck toy wearing a dog collar, a leash to control me, and not much else.

Speaking of collars, I'm going to be all tied up for the next few days and of course when you're all tied up you can't access the internet or respond to email but don't worry because I'll catch up with everything when I'm free again okey?